among other reasons

This is why I am still such a lucky girl, in spite of my neuroticism, my friends still get me. Perhaps they're as neurotic? So then, friendships are formed out of shared neuroses. Heh. Excerpts and things I learned from a chat with my same-age pseudo Kuya.

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Me: yeah, thanks, i know... i'm known to be impatient haha
Him: parehas tayo. and we just ended up na nahuhurt kasi we tend to give more than what we can and we expect other people to do that for us.

Him: In the same way, try to know him more. try to know his friends first and ask around about him. While I was talking to a friend last time. she has a good insight. She is a Psychology major at Ateneo she told me that good family background is very important.

Me: hehe are we being so idealistic?

Him: No we are not we just love to be in love in a very special way. Kasi kung Idealistic tayo hindi tayo nageexist in the first place. ha ha ha
Me: hahay such hopeless romantics haha
Him: correct. You dont need to feel that you are idealistic because there are about 4 billion people on earth though half of it are chinese and indians, there will always be one for us.
Me: haha mukhang indian naman tayo eh

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Him: only you will be able to answer that. I want to say yes because its too obvious already but its only you who can say that
Me: i like your answer- that only i can answer that- because it's true. only i can answer that but i am kinda scared...like i could always ask but am scared of knowing the answer...
Me: hah, here i am, being wonderfully complicated
Him: Yup. ha ha ha. Just enjoy the moment my friend. This will die down soon unless you guys work on it. If I were you, talk to him. Ask more and you will receive more answer than just asking yourself. ha ha ha
Me: nyaaaay...am scared

Him: If it hurts or he gives you the answer you dont want to hear its ok at least you already asked
Me: hmm..cge i will...i might...i'll pray about it muna. haaay
Him: ano man sabihin niya. I will just be there for you.
Me: haha thanks so much ha. at least may guy's opinion pa rin ako, kahit papano
Him: ha ha ha. friend need to log out. napasaya mo ako today. he he he.