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Monday, May 21, 2007

bits of fragmented thoughts

It can be as uncomplicated as a sudden downpour of rain. Or it could be as agonizing as the birthing of a butterfly. Whichever way it chooses to become known, it is always with an abrupt violence, the urgency of passion. It thinks nothing as it consumes a person.

If permanence is a delusion, what are we scrambling for? I’ve never been comfortable in anything that reeks of indecision- it has always been black and white for me, ironic for someone who loves colors. My passionate nature tells me not to settle for anything in between. It has always been this way or that for me, all the way, all the time. It’s either you do, or you don’t.
But, I’ve grown up- I think. I learned that sometimes, one has to just enjoy what you are gifted with, right now.

A wise man once said- forget about needing to know the future. Well, I don’t. I just want to know what is my right now and have a smidgen of happiness with that, than know the future.

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